My favorite smell today was clover and snow

My favorite smell today was the clover in the hay we put out for the cows at the farm. It was snowing and clover together. It enlivened me and I wanted to just burst free! But I rarely do. I’m afraid to do that much. But when I do burst free, then I find something or someone else freeing and go to that. I’m nomadic when it comes to love and life. Energy. Pulsating through me from the cold and the snow, the fire I built in the woodstoves all weekend. The smell of the Women’s Energy Yogi Tea was also captivating. I couldn’t tell which smell in that tea I was drawn to but one made me REALLY happy. Chai. Fresh chai is the BEST smell.

Visually, I love the sun. I could look at the sun all day. I love the way it makes my eyes and face feel. I also love the stars. I don’t care how cold or hot the night is, I could lay and look at the stars all night. I can see so much up there. I see other energies, beings, movement, and more. The stars and sun are a gateway for me. Visually, I am intrigued by having two suns. I would love that. And a purple and green sky. I love nebulae and galaxies and all Hubble Telescope pictures. I also like anything green. I love green hair, green bikes, green cars, green shirts, necklaces, crystals, bracelets, whatever. I wish I could have a green tattoo or streak in my hair or something crazy and green :) My eyes are green when I wear red, but I am not a huge fan of wearing red. Oh and kinesthetically I think cuddling with my dog is my favorite thing EVAR. He is SO snuggly. I trained him that way lol. And we can just drop and snuggle anywhere any time. I love that. I want to be snuggly with a person too, but I guess I never really have been--told everyone to stop hugging me when I was three. No one did again til I initiated it when I was 16. I need more snuggles and hugs.

Oh I also love black and white anything, all art, and especially edvard munch and other post-impressionists. I love going to Europe and climbing up the hill in Aix-en-Provence or Nice and going, “OMG that IS the Cezanne painting I saw in the Louvre!!!” or seeing a wheatfield and “getting” Van Gogh. My favorite two places in the world visually are: Lucerne Switzerland at the top of Mount Rigi and Kananaskis, Canada (near Banff). Sedona red rocks and Malibu ocean laden with dolphins are close seconds.

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