Memoirs: Doggie Style

(I am getting the impression I was a little angry that year? hahahaaaa)

What are you scared of?

You bark so big

And I don’t bite

Or maybe I do

But it might be something you’d like.

It won’t hurt I swear

And I know the worst

of it all is you want more

and more and then

you’re just nothing you ever dreamed

just a 40-something lesbian

But maybe it will just be

And you never cared before

what they thought and see

is it really that bad to try

with me

not even for keeps?

And the distance is fine

It will rest our designs

And if you’re barking up the wrong tree

You’ll see

It clearly from out there.

It could be about who you are with

Not what you are to “them”

or what I could be I’m just me

Not a 30-something anything.

And my bark is getting louder

And my paws are wearing bare

And I’m tired of still dreaming

of your hands all through my hair

And you’re following me home

Bt you’re not scratching at the door

And I’m wrestling with desire

My glass pressed nose, wet sore

Either try me out and buy me

or admit you’re scared for more.

#30s #dare #dreamstate #kissme #lesbian #passions #poetry #LeaveMeAlone